Love.

Anyone who knows me, knows that I have talked to my fair share of females. Some of them meant more than others, each one served her own purpose. I feel like I can't attach myself to one female because being adopted, I was separated from the most important woman in my life off tops. Then, my adopted parents got divorced and I had to stay with my dad,and thats a whole nother story, we'll save for another post. But basically my thing with the women is that they come and go, so whats the purpose and getting so sewn up when they can up and leave the next day? The human mind is a remarkable place, anyone can change their mind @ any time. You're wife of 20 years can wake up one day and realize that she doesn't want to be with you anymore. My gram, who I feel i was the closet to just passed away @ the beginning of this year so where does that leave me? Every woman have ever cared for with the exception of one, has bowed out of my life some way or another, thats why i keep my relationships non exclusive. Idk. I feel like when i'm this skeptical about relationships how can i take any woman serious? What is love really? my mom says she loves me, but makes only brief visits into my life and disappears when she wants, that can't be love. My e's claimed to have love me but i can go thru a laundry list of dirt that they've done. I'm off it. I stopped trying a long time ago. So all love is to me is family God and music.

Speaking of music, i'm tryna have my mixtape done by the end of March/ beginning of April..."AckWright Bangerz" look out for it!!

We Are Not Free.

“there are more African Americans under correctional control today — in prison or jail, on probation or parole — than were enslaved in 1850, a decade before the Civil War began.”

I came across this in an article i was reading and I feel that the fact that it doesn't surprise me is a problem. My older brother got life in prison for murdering a man in self defense, and do you think his court appointed attorney did all he could to get him off? Why would he when he can get him put away and thats one less nigga on the street right? I mean c'mon now man can you not see what's going on? We are being enslaved once and they think we are too stupid to realize. "Under Correctional Control" that not just prison people, thats probation and parole also. So even if you haven't even been to jail, as long as you are in their system they got you in a vice grip, ready to twist you anyway they please. I mean it's not just a coincidence. Is it? Do black people commit more crimes than whites? Or maybe theres more blacks so it just seems that way? No matter how you try to flip it it doesn't seem right, and I feel that we as a people are the only people that can stop this. As a people we show off, always want to be better than someone, always gotta have the best shit and @ the end of the day people hate that and that why we steal thats why we fight, thats why we kill. We aren't standing up for our manhood, we are playing right into their plan. If you dont pay attention to anything else in this post, remember that we are not on this Earth to please anyone but ourselves so get mad @ what the next man is doing? God didn't put us on this Earth to be commanded around by anyone, so y put yourself in that position? Man, lets get our shit together because these statistics are sad.

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