Love.

Anyone who knows me, knows that I have talked to my fair share of females. Some of them meant more than others, each one served her own purpose. I feel like I can't attach myself to one female because being adopted, I was separated from the most important woman in my life off tops. Then, my adopted parents got divorced and I had to stay with my dad,and thats a whole nother story, we'll save for another post. But basically my thing with the women is that they come and go, so whats the purpose and getting so sewn up when they can up and leave the next day? The human mind is a remarkable place, anyone can change their mind @ any time. You're wife of 20 years can wake up one day and realize that she doesn't want to be with you anymore. My gram, who I feel i was the closet to just passed away @ the beginning of this year so where does that leave me? Every woman have ever cared for with the exception of one, has bowed out of my life some way or another, thats why i keep my relationships non exclusive. Idk. I feel like when i'm this skeptical about relationships how can i take any woman serious? What is love really? my mom says she loves me, but makes only brief visits into my life and disappears when she wants, that can't be love. My e's claimed to have love me but i can go thru a laundry list of dirt that they've done. I'm off it. I stopped trying a long time ago. So all love is to me is family God and music.

Speaking of music, i'm tryna have my mixtape done by the end of March/ beginning of April..."AckWright Bangerz" look out for it!!